Me?

Just now I've just posted a new post...I read it on my blog. After I read that one, I read the older ones... . I saw it. Some changes within me... . I sound more.... girlish now haven't I (If you read my older blogs)? Hmm... this really sounds depressing. I hate changing but I do want to change being a good person! Honest! I read my older post and I giggled to myself..., I wondered 'so this is how I sound like? Pretty pathetic'... . I read a post on my blog and I wrote that I promised to study? But right now...what a I doing?.... I' complaining pathetically here so someone would listen to y stupid story eh? Well I don't think anyone would read my story 'cause it's SHITTY!! Haha! Well that aside..., at school, I'm a total stranger to myself. I don't even know myself. Hmm... depressing eh? But that's the truth, accept it! Not that I force you to accept it or anything. I just feel like... I'm... (This is so embarrassing) scared... . Yeah... scared. Of what you may ask. Of being alone I guess... .

I said I'm afraid of being alone but I dump people like he/she is trash! I'm a bad person and not proud of it! Hmm... , she/he has been trying to hang out with me but I threw her away like trash (not literally) ... for that I'm sorry... but I don't feel like we can be friends! You and  I are on a different level! Like the earth and the sky! Totally different. It's not that I don't like you but I have a feeling that you're using me... . If I've misunderstood I'm really REALLY sorry! I'm running out of time so this is farewell. Ugh..so embarrassing! I wish no one fro my class read this! This is Anime Fan and peace out! Remember! No more Sorrows!!

Boredom is killing me!

 Good Afternoon mates! Haven't talked for quite a while have we? I don't have any topics to talk about but I've missed writing on my blog so.....here I am.....writing.... . THIS IS BULLSHIT!!! I'M TALKING LIKE A GAY GUY!!! * no offense* .... *sigh....there's nothing interesting here lately ya'know like some comedic things... . Well.... my exam IS coming but I didn't do any revision.... . I don't know but I don't have the mood to study...especially Maths! I hate Maths! It is B-O-R-I-N-G ! I hate it! But I have to learn how to like it! Hmm.....changing the subject, Ehem....I am Anime Fan and currently.......*this is really embarrassing* writing a fanfic! Hah! I've said it! It's a lovey-dovey fanfic *bluush* This SOOOO EMBARRASSING!! I hope it turns out well though....hmm.....What's it about? Hmmm... you have to wait until I finished first ! Hehe! I hope you can wait PATIENTLY and ... wait ... I guess.... . That's all I guess.. Sayonara!! Asta Lavista Baby! Peace out fro Anime Fan and everybody please remember... NO MORE SORROWS !!! <---- haven't used that word for a long tie! Tee-hee! And I'll tell you this... If you want a friend or someone to hear you out, I'll be that someone! Just comment I MAY reply coz I open my blog rarely...so Goodbye! *Again! >.<"